Friday, October 16, 2020
Gymnastics in Australia Investigation: Have Your Say
Sunday, September 20, 2020
#GymnastAllianceAUS: Never Too Late To Speak
(Content warning: Verbal abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse)
Two very tough #GymnastAllianceAUS stories to share today, one brought to my attention via social media and one raised directly with me by the individual involved.
I am, as always, very thankful for (and inspired by) every athlete that comes forward to recount their experiences. It is especially challenging - but just as critical - to hear stories of abusive gymnastics culture when this week has seen celebrations marking both International Gymnastics Day and the 20th anniversary of the Sydney Olympics. Gymnastics Australia spent the week sharing a number of reflection and tribute videos on social media commemorating the people that make this sport so special. But there are other gymnastics stories to tell as well.
Sydney Olympian and Cirque performer Trudy McIntosh - the "pocket rocket" from Kuala Lumpur '98, the name cemented in the women's Code of Points for vault - has come forward to the Geelong Advertiser to detail the cruel and pressuring behaviours she and the women's team experienced in the lead-up to and during the Games. Unfortunately, the online version of the article is behind a paywall, so my thanks to twitter stalwart Moominwhisky for providing photos of the article as it appeared in the edition here.
"Going into Sydney... it was led by fear, not encouragement. We were told, "You're going to do well or it's going to look bad on us." So my memory is of the coach yelling at us. [...] I would be lying to say it was a positive experience. It should have been our showcase, our time to shine. But it was a pressure cooker that exploded. "
I note that Trudy was conspicuously absent from GA's catchup video with members of the 2000 team. Trudy was always one of my favourites as a young gymnast in Victoria, so it was particularly sad for me to learn how miserable and frightened she was when the Olympics are all about celebration and good sportsmanship. Those Games seemed so magical for so many watching. These would have been very difficult memories for her to revisit, so it means a lot that she too is adding her voice to the call for changes in gymnastics culture.
Of even greater concern are instances of sexual abuse in the sport coming to light, especially since the release of 'Athlete A'. Former gymnast Alison Quigley has shared her story with Greg Baum, about the disgusting grooming and abusive conduct by Victorian coach and PE teacher Graham Partington three decades ago. The individual spent just 3 years behind bars for his crimes and is due for release early next year, which in this blogger's view is reprehensible for actions so heinous against minors.
What is most worrying is Alison's strong conviction that she is not alone in what happened to her at the hands of this vile predator, given his lengthy career in coaching and teaching sustained after the incidents involving her. Alison now has multiple tertiary qualifications and is a loving mum, and wants things to be safer for everyone's children as much as her own. She is courageously asking that her story be shared in the gymnastics community in the hopes others affected will come forward with their stories too, and that schools and gyms will take adequate action in addressing sexual abuse incidents. Justice must be done.
Like Trudy, and all abuse victims out there, I wish Alison happiness and healing going forward, and hope that Gymnastics Australia take notice of these accounts given the pending Human Rights Commission investigation into the sport's culture. I for one would have liked this week, in addition to all the sentimental Sydney reflections, to have seen GA make a public statement on their platforms affirming their commitment to gymnast safety and wellbeing at all levels.
It is not too late.
MEDIA UPDATE -Sunday 6:10pm
I've just had a great new piece from gym writer extraordinnaire Blythe Lawrence ping my way. It goes a bit deeper into the history of gymnastics funding and development in Australia and the major issues of #GymnastAllianceAUS as recent as 2018 Worlds, with social media and reported remarks from past elite competitors.
"With government funding hinging on good results at international competitions, coaches were under pressure to get good results, and it trickled down to the athletes. The year [Olivia] Vivian turned 16, “management told me I had to make the World Championship team, otherwise we’d lose funding and the program would shut down”."
My thanks to Blythe for her dedication in getting this important piece out to major newspapers and shedding more light on such a crucial sports issue.
Thursday, July 30, 2020
#GymnastAllianceAUS: Investigation Imminent
On Monday evening, prime time news discussion show The Project did an almost-10 minute feature on the athletes coming forward in #GymnastAllianceAUS. This included interview footage from Chloe Gilliland and a video interview by Waleed Aly with Alexandra Eade. Gymnastics Australia did not provide a comment nor a representative for response, but their existing statement was shown on screen.
You can see the full piece as it appeared here, and it is also available on 10Play.
In the last hour this afternoon, GA announced in a new statement at their website and on social media that an official independent investigation will be conducted by the Australian Human Rights Commission (AHRC) into the culture and practices of gymnastics in this country.
Their advice and findings will be published in the first quarter of 2021, and made publicly available here.
"The Commission will facilitate a series of listening and focus groups, seek written submissions and conduct interviews with key stakeholders to understand athlete (both past and present) experiences within the sport. The Commission will also review current policies and practices relating to the safety and wellbeing of athletes and the implementation and governance structures around those policies."
Saturday, July 25, 2020
#GymnastAllianceAUS: Media and responses
Thank you to everyone who has expressed support for the gymnasts who started speaking out this week about the frightening and hurtful training conditions they have dealt with. Thank you to those who let me share their stories. What started as a trickle, organised amongst themselves and inspired by one another, has grown into a wave.
To any of the athletes who might be reading this: I hope that you are feeling okay. I hope that you are safe. I hope you can start to find healing, and I hope anybody reaching out to you for further comment or to express solidarity is doing so with tact and respect. Your bravery has spoken volumes.
Special shout out to elite gym Waverley Gymnastics Centre (home of former Olympic and World team members Bonora, Morgan, Miller and Folino) for asserting their support for the movement publicly on their Facebook page.
As all these stories have been coming to light, I have been particularly conscious of the news around the tragic passing of Australian pairs figure skater Ekaterina Alexandrovskaya this week. As with any young person, particularly those in a unique high-achiever space, young athletes deserve fair treatment in their training centres and safe outlets for the times that they feel anxious, afraid or in pain.
As mentioned in my main post below, Gymnastics Australia CEO Kitty Chiller issued an open letter acknowledging the stories coming out and mentioning the creation of a dedicated email address (again, see below for my none-too-pleased reaction to how they went about this!) and listening groups for affected athletes and their families. This statement appeared on their website but was not linked to any of their public social media accounts which I found puzzling.
Yesterday afternoon (Friday), GA released an additional statement from Chiller on their website and on social media accounts, featuring both text and video. GA has announced the establishment of an independent and confidential helpline, where abusive behaviour in the gym can be reported anonymously.
They also announced in this statement:
"We have established a Foundation Course Advisory Group with several athletes, who have aired their stories, offering to help develop and drive this new course. This group is charged with building an education framework based on the athlete first and athlete – coach partnership philosophy. The education framework will start with a foundation course that will be compulsory for all coaches and judges to complete in order to renew their Membership. Additionally, all affiliated clubs will be required to have their staff and volunteers complete the foundation course as well."
This is of course not the end of the issue of serious mistreatment in Australian gymnastics training centres. This is not the end of more stories coming out. This does not undo what's already been done. I do appreciate that GA is not denying or downplaying the painful stories coming out. But every voice, every story is a personal truth that still matters in this sport and real change can't start to take shape until accountability and visible, meaningful actions begin.
In the meantime, here are just some of the media outlets that have carried the story of gymnasts coming forward this week.
The Age/SMH (also appears in the Brisbane Times)
The Age - Greg Baum's follow up article on a previous abuse investigation at the AIS
Australian Associated Press
Newcastle Herald
The Guardian
7news.com.au
BBC World News
CNN
Fox Sports
9's Wide World of Sports
ESPN Australia and NZ
Best on Ground sports podcast
Monday, July 20, 2020
#GymnastAllianceAUS (Updating Post)
I have created this post to centralise any statements and media coverage available online and I will do my best to update it on a regular basis. (Some statements may be over several posts)
"I don't want future gymnasts to have to go through the same things we did. However, this insidious culture won't go away overnight..."
"I was scared to vocalise how much pain I was in [...] I am coming forward because I want change."
Rianna Mizzen, Commonwealth Games medallist & World Cup medallist
"I still feel horribly about almost all parts of my gymnastics career... I felt it was easier to end my own life than give in to what they wanted me to be."
"After reaching my goal and representing my country at the highest level of competition I was a broken athlete and even worse, a broken person. [Competing at OSU] opened my eyes to how this sport should be experienced. OSU turned me back into that girl who couldn't wait to go to gym."
Georgia Bonora, 2008 and 2012 Olympic team member
"I have had some terrible experiences at major international competitions and national training camps between 2006 - 2012 that I wouldn't wish on anyone... there was a culture of fear created by people in power."
Britt Greeley, 2008 Pacific Rim Championship and 2009 Youth Olympic Fest team member
"Competing on a broken foot at age 12 and being told you were just homesick... training/competing on a broken back and being forced to keep going. Having no support from the coaches who were once your biggest fan, just to throw you down in the gutter... #JustToListAFew #GymnastAllianceAus"
Eden Tarvit, 2011-2014 National vault medallist
"[Athlete A] has brought to our attention some issues within the sport that we may not have noticed at the time. However now is the time for change, to raise awareness and to help protect our younger generation of athletes. The culture in gymnastics is based on fear. We feared our coaches and authority figures. We were not allowed to cry in the gym or show any emotion. We were treated like adults when we were kids, and in the end, we weren't treated like people at all."
Desnee Richter, 2015 Australian National medallist and Olympic hopeful
"The negative memories seem to cloud the positive... from being yelled at and belittled to the point of tears, being forced to wear sweat suits in summer for weight loss as a teen, to being told I was throwing medals away when I sustained an injury needing surgery..."
Shar-Lee Clark, Australian National medallist
"My coach caught me eating [a muesli bar] and made me throw them out in front of the entire team. I will never forget the humiliation of this."
Olivia Brown, Australian National medallist (via Instagram)
"It was the little things that stay burned into your mind years and years after finishing the sport. It was the, your hair needs to be shorter, you need to look a certain way (body type) and act a certain way."
Shannon Neate, Australian National medallist
"I'd like to include some direct quotes said to myself and my teammates while we were training as elite gymnasts:
- You're a disappointment
- Your parents are wasting their money paying for your training.
- You're not injured, don't lie
- Go back to levels gymnastics
- You're an adult and you will be treated like one (I was 15)."
Luke Wadsworth (men's artistic gymnast), national medallist and World Championship competitor
"My experience with gymnastics was 90% amazing, it's still my favourite sport... however, I heard and saw things looking back that were 100% not ok and being a teenager or young adult it's hard to know what to do when these people are who you look up to, who you have to impress to make teams..."
Kent Pieterse (men's artistic gymnast), Commonwealth Games medallist and national medallist
I recently interviewed Kent about his experiences of racism in the gym and he offered his support yesterday on Twitter to all those speaking out on social media.
Jazmine Casis, National medallist
"I stuck around because I believed that I needed this coach/treated this way to achieve my dreams... When it came to nationals I was not prepared and landed a tumble and my ankle went... I ended up having 2 surgeries and never being able to train at full capacity again. We took this further up in the organisation but was told there was nothing that could be done about it."
Yasmin Collier, National medallist and Pacific Rim Championships competitor (via instagram)
[Our coaches] left five 12 year olds defenceless in an airport. We remember being so scared and remember making suitcase barricades to keep the 'weird men' away."
Paige James, National medallist, Youth Olympic festival competitor and first Indigenous Australian gymnast to make a national team
"There were so any times when the type of adversity we had to overcome was unnecessary...Training camps and travel was a major source of anxiety. I'd get a stomach ache before and after every meal for fear of being caught eating too much."
Amelia McGrath, National medallist and Pacific Rim Championships medallist
"All the highs come with tremendous lows, in and out of the gym: Anxiety, obsessive tendencies, depression to the point that mum used to help me shower because I couldn't do it myself. Waking up every morning to feelings of fear and dread. Disordered eating, tremendous and frankly unusual amounts of stress, being weighed every Monday morning from the age of ELEVEN."
Livia Giles (Gluchowska), Former Polish-Australian rhythmic gymnast turned physiotherapist and competitive wrestler.
"It makes me shake in rage at how anyone allowed it to happen in the first place. Deprived of food at training camps, not only in Poland but at the AIS in Australia... the Aussie swim team would sneak us food between room inspections."
Trinity De Lance Au-Yong, National club gymnast
"Watching all my role models I grew up with coming out and sharing their stories has made me feel like I could come out and share my story too. The toxicity I experienced in gymnastics from the age of 6 to 10 has played a big role in my life... my mom reported it multiple times about all [that] was done and got yelled at, and told it was my fault."
Sophie Stuart, State Championship medallist and state squad member
"I was belittled constantly and told I was never good enough... at my first junior Aus team camp I was yelled at endlessly because I was unable to do a difficult skill. I was told that I was an embarrassment and that I ruined the camp for everyone, never to be invited back. Hopefully sharing my story will help others create a positive impact..."
Isobel Looker, State Championship medallist and state squad member
"When I was a gymnast, I used to tell my mates that I would 'never put my kids into gymnastics' because of the trauma it would inflict on them. I laughed at the time but I didn't realise the seriousness of this statement... we need CHANGE."
Ebonie Boucher, state and national medallist
"At face value gymnastics seems like this sport filled with flips, tricks and fancy leotards, but behind closed doors it's a whole different world. We were living in constant fear of not performing a skill correctly or meeting the coach's standards, continually being fat-shamed and never being able to shed a tear no matter the circumstances as "Olympians don't cry"... I wonder if the ever coaches knew how many tears were shed by their gymnasts in their home!"
Carrie Freestone, former state-level gymnast turned crossfit athlete
"Me. This is my struggle. I hurt my elbow training on vault. My coach insinuated it was nothing. Told my parents it was nothing... This is not just an 'elite' problem. This treatment is not just reserved for Olympic hopefuls. This happened in a suburban Brisbane gym with other Regional, State and National level gymnasts."
2008 Courier Mail article: "Broken Bodies are Tragedy of Beijing Olympics"
"Something must be going wrong – everyone is getting injured, everyone is retiring," Arrowsmith said."All the people I trained with, all the people I competed against – it's like the lost generation, we were one of the best groups."
* I was once sent a screengrab of a former senior gymnast's claim on social media that they and their teammates were encouraged by the coaches and chaperones at an international competition to avoid eating any pasta or bread during the trip. I have not reached out to this individual and as far as I'm aware they have not made a #gymnastalliance statement
The Australian Gymnastics Blog recognises that in recent years Gymnastics Australia and its state associations have affirmed their commitment to SafeSport, among other safety and wellbeing programs. But it is my opinion that this absolutely does not undo or rectify any past poor treatment of gymnasts and inappropriate comments to the media.
The Age (and its Fairfax sister papers around the country) has published
Gymnastics Australia CEO Kitty Chiller has issued
I still maintain there are many more stories to come out and I will update them where I can with the permission of the athletes involved.This is not over after just one statement to media.
As always, I stand with every athlete in our gymnastics disciplines and send them my best wishes at a challenging time for the sport. We see you, we value you, we support you.
Saturday, June 27, 2020
Skin in the Game: A Q&A with Kent Pieterse
3 years is a long hiatus, but as the old saying goes: there's no time like the present...
In May and June of 2020, a lengthy series of worldwide protests broke out against racial discrimination and police brutality towards the black community, in response to the death of American citizen George Floyd at the hands of white police officers. The waves of the debate reverberated profoundly here in Australia, where there has been a significant history of oppression towards first nation and migrant black Australians. For those readers unfamiliar with Australia's history, this deep pain ranges from colonialism's slavery and forced family separations to constitutional and ongoing socioeconomic inequality, and racial attacks both online and in communities. The 'Black Lives Matter' support movement has gathered in strength, urgency and amplification of its important messages.
In light of this increasing movement, many organisations around the world have expressed their solidarity with those protesting, and asserted a greater commitment to diversity within their structures and the wellbeing of POC (person/s of colour). A number of athletes, musicians and other public figures have been stepping forward to share their experiences with racial remarks, stereotypes and unequal treatment. Some were exasperating, some were genuinely life-threatening; some had been very recent, some were childhood incidents, all were shocking - but not altogether surprising - to learn, as the world has such a long way to go in its striving for peace and fairness.
One such individual making his voice heard is Kent Pieterse.
Image courtesy of Spotify |
Kent was a member of the Australian men's artistic gymnastics national team for several years, and represented the country at numerous international competitions during his career, most notably the 2014 Commonwealth Games in Glasgow. I've followed Kent on social media for a while as I greatly enjoyed his performances on the competition floor here in Melbourne. Now retired from the sport but still coaching, Kent recently posted a series of tweets where he recounted some racially discriminatory remarks made by a senior coach while he was training and the lack of support received from team-mates. I reached out to Kent asking if he would be comfortable elaborating on these experiences, as I felt that as a white person with European heritage it is important at such a critical time in our history to elevate the voices of the marginalised, to listen and to learn.
As a sport, artistic gymnastics has undoubtedly been shaped by a white-centric gaze and white European techniques. In 2020 the very notion of 'artistry' itself, in a field governed by an open-ended scoring code, is being continuously disassembled and debated by enthusiasts while Simone Biles, Gabby Douglas, Morgan Hurd, Christopher Remkes, Courtney Tulloch, and a multitude of non-white gymnasts continue to push the boundaries of what is possible on every apparatus.
I am extremely thankful to Kent for his time and his honesty in responding to my questions.
"I think John Orozco and I have quite similar stories in the sense that we struggled to find where we fit in, but we were both two black guys who wanted to do the best we could for our country but we were made to feel different because of how we looked..."
Hi Kent. Thanks so much for taking the time to answer my questions.
First and foremost, where can we find you these days during the COVID-19 pandemic shutdown period? What activities have you been up to? I see music is still one of your big passions!
That’s a fantastic question!
As far as work goes, I’ve been fortunate enough to still coach gymnastics classes over Zoom live calls, as well as having an online LMS (Learning Monitoring System) which my club had put in place during the shutdown to help kids continuously keep up with and practice their skills and activities at home.
You are also very correct about the music! Just before COVID-19 made everything go into complete shut down, I managed to finish set up and make my studio in the back of my house (bless my amazing fiancée for being super patient and supportive of it!) I’m currently working on my first full-length album which has been something I put on hold for quite some time as I wanted to focus all of my attention to my last year of gymnastics in 2018 and to do more producing and song writing during 2019. I’m hoping to have it completed and released sometime this year or latest early 2021.
So to give people a bit of background to you in case they didn't know already, you were born in Durban in South Africa. At what age did you come to Australia and what was that transition like?
I moved to Melbourne on the 1st July 2005 with my parents and two siblings (older brother and younger sister), it was solely based on the fact that my parents had both been here and really liked the place. My mother also had family that lived in Perth and Melbourne, so we decided on Melbourne over Perth. I was 11 at the time and as you can imagine, it was already halfway through the school year which made it difficult for me to get a gauge on what the level the education was like (when I was in primary school here in Australia, the year 5 and 6 students were in the same class split up into different colour rooms). I was also starting to go through the early stages of puberty which made for a lot of emotional days missing the rest of my family and friends back in South Africa.
To be honest, it took the rest of that year to transition into familiarising myself with the Australian culture and customs as well as the way things are done (or perceived) to most Australians about the rest of the world. As most people know, a lot of South Africans moved to Australia at the end of the apartheid to start new lives, but I was very surprised that most of my class members genuinely didn’t know about South Africa or thought I lived in a hut and had a lion as a pet. I also had a bit of fun with this and actually went along sometimes before saying “No, I lived in a house just like the one you live in.”
You had already started gymnastics back in Durban. What was starting in gymnastics here in Australia like for you? What kind of barriers did you find yourself navigating? What things came to you easier than others?
Image by Russell Cheyne/Reuters/Globe and Mail 2014 |
Initially in the early years as I started making national squads and teams to compete at international meets, there was definitely a couple of times where I’d get the occasional “But you’re black, you have so much power!” or, “This should be easy for you with the leg strength you have.” I remember during a junior training camp at the AIS in 2009 or 2010, a few of us were having lunch and I said “I always worry each time I do vault that if I don’t quite land properly, my left kneecap will break or snap again”. (This was due to me originally splitting and re-breaking my left kneecap back in 2006 and again in 2008.) One of my team mates said without hesitation, “Look at the size of your legs compared to mine, must be all that black power. You’ll be fine.” My response was, “but I’m human, just like you…”
I think as time went on I learnt that I can be a major factor for our team results on floor and vault at a state and international level, as I had a very clean and consistent Tsukahara 3/2 twist on vault and at least 3 different floor routines varying in difficulty depending on what the situation was, and if I needed to hit a clean set or bump up difficulty to catch another team. It was tougher for me during my time as a specialist as I knew I would struggle to find the difficulty on rings being more on the taller side of the gymnastics world. I knew that if I could work on being more of a backup and focusing on execution, I could also be a reliable choice for a solid consistent score. Funny enough out of all the events my favourite was high bar, so even though I’m known for my tumbling and vaulting, I’d always look forward to smashing out a high bar routine and at some points in my career, it was my highest start score of the 4 events that I did as a senior.
What conversations or changes do you hope it will spark here in Australia?
As they kept going on it changed from feeling beyond pissed to unappreciated, worthless and quite frankly, “What’s the point of continuing when I’m never going to be good enough in your eyes?”
My relationship and the way I viewed that coach definitely changed after that conversation.
I think this hurt even more to be honest. Knowing that some of my team mates and coaches who I spent more time with than my own parents, siblings and friends just said “ignore them” or “GET OVER IT”. I can’t tell you how many times I heard those three words when trying to explain the importance of calling someone out for being out of line and disrespectful to others but also when a racist comment, a snarky comment about someone’s “manliness” or a homophobic comment was thrown around with no consequences or repercussions at all. I felt that they would never step up and help when I needed it the most and that’s not just on the competition floor and at training, but just in life.
What is some advice you would give to coaches or to teammates that have a gymnast raise an issue like this with them?
There were a couple of times when this coach was called out for the feedback they gave, but as far as what they said to me, I don’t think any discussion or being called out on it occurred.
[E]very time Prashanth and Chris go out there and represent our country, there is potentially a POC child watching them and saying “I want to be like him and do what he can do!” I say this because that’s what Prashanth was for me.
Have any other ex- or current Australian gymnasts expressed to you that they have had similar experiences, and feel supported by your speaking out?
It's so important! You have to remember that every time Prashanth and Chris go out there and represent our country, there is potentially a POC child watching them and saying “I want to be like him and do what he can do!” I say this because that’s what Prashanth was for me as a junior gymnast and I know that’s what Chris is for many junior and young gymnasts of today.
Kent (back left) and Naoya Tsukahara (foreground) and Australian team, 2014 Image courtesy Instagram |
Prashanth Sellathurai (second left) and Australian team, 2010 Image courtesy ABC.net.au |
Christopher Remkes (far right) and Australian team, 2018 Image courtesy Zimbio |
Diversity helps us to break the cycle and the mould of stereotypes!
Imagine if we said this to every person of the same race: “Oh, you’re Black so that must mean you play basketball and want to go to the NBA.” or, “Oh, you’re Asian so that must mean you play table tennis and want to go to the Olympics.” Firstly, that’s stereotyping and low-key racism at its finest and secondly: is that all you know those races for?! It’s like every time I (and I’m sure many other people of these races) have to say back “You do know that we’re not all just really good at one thing, right?”
I think it’s important for people to see diversity as a normal thing and shouldn’t be surprised if a team is made up of all races and not a predominant one.
Image Courtesy BBC Sports Scotland 2014 |
It would be awesome to have more workshops or talks that involve our past POC gymnasts and them talking about their experiences inside and outside the gym and how it shaped them into the person they are today, as well as using local businesses within the POC community to collaborate with to get more people excited about how inclusive gymnastics is.
I wish all my team mates and anyone associated with gymnastics in Australia the best both past, present and future and I hope we can all catch up and have great times and memories together.
A big thanks to you Meredith for reaching out and also, I want people to go out and see the world (whenever we’re allowed to do that again) and experience it for themselves, don’t have a bias/swayed image or depiction about a place beforehand. Go and meet the people, hear their stories, enrich yourself with their culture, heritage, cuisine and places that they are proud of!
And finally: “Just be a good person”. Uplift people, show love, empathy, encouragement, positivity and most importantly support.